
(Source: vizcarrami)

I was happy. Wherever I was, I was happy. I knew that everyone I cared about was all right. I knew it. Time didn’t mean anything. Nothing had form, but I was still me, you know? And I was warm, and I was loved, and I was finished. Complete. I don’t understand about theology or dimensions or any of it, really. But I think I was in heaven. And now I’m not. I was torn out of there. Pulled out, by my friends. Everything here is hard, and bright and violent. Everything I feel, everything I touch— This is hell. Just getting through the next moment, and the one after that, knowing what I’ve lost…
(via jen-lawrence)

Buffy & Spike | BTVS 5x07 Fool For Love
(via fuckyeahbuffy)